BOLY !

how dare you

2009-10-27T03:49:00.000-07:00

Back when i was a child, before life removed all the innocence
my father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then spin me around till i fell asleep
then up the stairs he would carry me, and i knew for sure i was loved
if i could get another chance
another walk, another dance with him,
i'd play a song that would never ever end
how i'd love love love, to dance with my father again
sometimes i'd listen outside her door, and i'd hear her, mama crying for him
i know i'm praying for much too much, but could You send back the only man she loved?


take care yourself now (tears) (tears)

13 oct of her

2009-10-13T05:15:00.000-07:00

hey happy birthday Ms. Linda Hari Bowo, nothing special today but i hope you'll go home soon and eat a slice of cake from me (tears) (tears)

heart you, mom :'(
There's a thousand words that I could say to make you come home seems so long ago you walked away. Left me here...

stop it !

2009-10-12T03:46:00.000-07:00

momma please stop cryin', I can't stand the sound, your pain is painful and it's tearin' me down
i hear glasses breakin' as I sit up in my bed, i told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you said
you fight about money, 'bout me and my sisters. and this I come home to, this is my shelter
it ain't easy growin up in World War III, never knowin' what love could be, you'll see
i don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family, can we work it out? can we be a family?
i promise 'ill be better, mommy I'll do anything. i promise I'll be better, daddy please don't leave
Daddy please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound. make mama stop cryin, cause I need you around
my mama she loves you, no matter what she says it's true. i know that she hurts you, but remember I love you, too
i ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away, don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have no choice, no way
never knowin' what love could be, well I've seen. i don't want love to destroy me like it did my family
in our family portrait, we look pretty happy, let's play pretend, let's act like it comes naturally
i don't wanna have to split the holidays, i don't want two addresses, and I don't want my mom to have to change her last name
in our family portrait we look pretty happy, we look pretty normal, let's go back to that
in our family portrait we look pretty happy, let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally
Daddy don't leave ,Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Turn around please, Remember that the night you left you took my shining star?
Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Don't leave us here alone
Mom will be nicer, I'll be so much better, I'll tell my sisters, i won't spill the milk at dinner
i'll be so much better, i'll do everything right, i'll be your little girl forever, i'll go to sleep at night

(tears) (tears) (tears)

picture of you

2009-10-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel

Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you

(picture of you-the cure)

KHRK, i miss

hell-o school

2009-10-02T01:10:00.000-07:00

good day everybody! say hola to my school cause we've started to study since yesterday. i've been long time no post anything to my blog since september ends hihi did you miss my post? i cant post anything for a few days ago cause i had to do my assignment and prepare study to exam a week after school started. hoaaaaah it will be a boring day but everybody must be have fun cause i wanna give you something from my post hehe check it

maymay sasaboy

okay now i wanna give you the second episode of maymay sasaboy, after i have post the first part which is who do you think you are. this episode we made it featuring our best, soraya indirati with gelora asmara's song hihi check it out!

cool !

looklet

2009-09-24T10:11:00.000-07:00

i was trying to made an account in looklet, and its totally cool to see other made

i've tried to make a new one, what about you?

heart you

2009-09-24T03:47:00.000-07:00

where were you when i said i loved you 
and where were you when I cried at night
waiting up couldn’t sleep without you, thinking of all the times we shared
i remember when my heart broke, when i gave up loving you
my heart couldn’t take no more of you
i was sad and lonely
i remember when i walked out, i remember when i screamed i hated you
some how deep inside still loving you
no one knew all the pain i went through
all the love i saved deep in my heart for you 
didn’t know where i would go, where i would be

its a lie

2009-09-23T02:22:00.000-07:00

CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- Daytime talk-shop host Oprah Winfrey has been found dead in her Chicago home early Saturday morning. Winfrey, 54, was found by a family member, sprawled out across her bed. The family member had called Winfrey's phone multiple times, and after being concerned for her safety, the member went to her house.
The cause of death is currently unknown, but the FBI has teamed up with the Chicago Coroner's office to investigate the cause

i was very shock when i heard here that oprah winfrey was dead. i cant fully believe it, but let the headline, report the truth

January 29, 1954 - September 20, 2008

Rest in peace sweet princess. She died doing what she loved etc.

picture

2009-09-16T12:24:00.000-07:00

i love this pict cause you've taken it. did you see my face while you took this pict?

SOTR 71 09

2009-09-14T08:27:00.000-07:00

congrats guys!

dear God

2009-09-12T11:29:00.000-07:00

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is
to hold him when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away 
We all need that person who can be true to you 
But I left him when I found him and now I wish I'd stayed 
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no 
Once again

who do you think you are?

2009-09-11T10:38:00.000-07:00

video amatir dari mayatania dan nerissa (selamat miring)

The race is on to get out of the bottom
The top is high so your roots are forgotten
Giving is good as long as you're getting
What's driving you it's ambition and betting

(I said) who do you think you are????
(Do you think you are, I said)
Oooh, some kind of superstar!!!

(You have got to) swing it, shake it, move it, make it
Who do you think you are
Trust it, use it, prove it, groove it
Show me how good you are
Swing it, shake it, move it, make it
Who do you think you are
Trust it, use it, prove it, groove it
Show how good you are

You're standing out in the wrong direction
You've got the bug, superstar you've been bitten
Your trumpet's blowing for far too long
Climbing the snake of the ladder, but you're wrong

Who do you think you are
(Do you think you are, I said)
Oooh, some kind of superstar

You have got to reach on up, never lose your soul
You have got to reach on up, never lose control

p.s : for my best and other broken heart girl !

break fasting

2009-09-10T15:35:00.001-07:00

plagiat

2009-09-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

holaaaaa, my september was opened with a bad news currently, i was thinking about something i spelled P-L-A-G-I-A-T, or it means copy anything that someone else did. why oh why every little thing that i did feels like something that inspired you to do the same thing. is it good enough for you, ha? i guess so, you just dont know how to act, huh?

happy birthday our jo

2009-08-28T08:17:00.000-07:00

we did cause we love ya' haha

happy 17th birthday our bestie jovan imanuel mawengkang, hopefully you can be better in act and of course in our friendship. have a long age and always and always be our best until bonessss

me and my friends wish

my belle

2009-08-26T07:20:00.000-07:00

hang out with my baby loveeeeeeee

if only i could stand without you, but in the fact is i cant. no matter how i try to be strong

xoxo

and i was saw a picture of my last great performance, and it makes me wanna proud..

i`ll miss this moment

73

2009-08-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

say congratulation for me pleaseeeeeee, buat nilai akuntansi gue yang 73 and actually tanpa nyontek hehehehehehe
happy birthday aldhika riyanto, i`m so sorry for today ;)
and i wanna say, happy fasting for all of you.............
but why oh why gue harus ga ikut puasa hari pertamaaaaaaaaa?

lama2 blog gue kayak sampaaaaah :(

grr

2009-08-16T05:00:00.000-07:00

what about me?

happy victim birthday

2009-08-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

victim day for three of my best friend which is gusti neris and yofi hihi. happy birthday guyzzzzzz

paling parah :
this one is gusti..

the sweetest :
this one is neris

paling damai :
this one is yofi

loveeeesss you a lots guyzzzz hihi wish all of you can be better in act and of course be better in our friendship hehehe

♥ youuuuuu gusti neris and yofiiii :)

fault

2009-08-10T04:19:00.000-07:00

oh God please, why should i called him? why? and why dont he replied it? oh God please tell me the reason, what the f*ck on my mind until i did it. i miss..
i know how much you love her, i know. and please promise me to never leave her even she go so far away from you. Aussie isnt as far as your heart......................

happy birthday danu

2009-08-09T07:51:00.000-07:00

we love youuuuu lotsssss Agustinus Danu, hope you can be a better person in your life hihi xoxo

kakakku cantik

2009-08-07T01:33:00.000-07:00

you know how much i love my sisters? a lot. yes actually a lot. even anything they did to me, even cry, even sadness, even hurt, everything`s will be okay cause i love them. they`re the most beautiful girls in the world hihi maybe its too 'much' but its truly that i just cant explain how much i love them. sssstt you just read this and dont tell them, okay? promise? hihi okay i trust in you. even i always act like i never care with them, but deep inside my heart is i never want to see they get hurt. see how beautiful they are

nathasya bolyn (1st sister)

okay okay, i know i`m not as lucky as them to have a beautiful smile and pretty face hihi but i really really feel lucky cause i have two beautiful sister. look for the other

desitalanie bolyn (2nd sister)

very beautiful, huh? God if only i could turn back time, i will call them with 'kak desi' and 'kak tasya' :( but its too late i think, i`ve already call them with their real name 'tasya' and 'desi'. but its okay, it`ll never change how much i love them. loves you a lot sis!

get well soon

2009-08-06T08:11:00.000-07:00

today its a grat day for me. why? cause my best best rizky novardi visited my house to delivered a tongseng with yudhi arifianto hihi. i was sick so they came to see my condition too. i was very very and very happy. you know? i think i`m better now hehe its great! i cant explain how i feel hihi but the point is i`m very happyyyyyy. and i have a secret. before they go home, i put a chocolate chesse sandwich in inos`s bag which is his favourite hihi. thank youuuu inos and yudhi hihi loves you a lot :)

ssssstt, the tongseng is very delicious hihihi

very tasty

hot today

2009-08-05T03:55:00.000-07:00

please oh please anyone dont disturb this relationship again! hehe semoga nisa dan kak reza bisa happily ever after deh yaa haha cepet2 balikan dong sayang! muah haha

today is very bete day grr why? because he said the words that i never like. why you have to act like that in front of me, ha? whatever. hope i will get well soon nih, cause i`m feel not well right now. and still cant wait for JAVA ROCKIN LAND yihiiiiiiii!
oiyaaa td sekolah gue kebakaran haha ga penting ya, abisnya heboh banget tau nya yg kebakar cuma seupil hehe lebay. oiya oiya kucing gue melahirkan anaknya ada 7 mati 2 tinggal 5 deh sekarang hehehe main2 dong kerumah gue, tengokin kucing gue sekalian tengok gue hahaha

cant wait

2009-07-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

i dont know what am i thinking. only one thing.

'can`t wait for secondhand serenade'

do you?

LOL

2009-07-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

i was proudly first time i already know that two of my friends which is imam and tebo was in tv to be a comersial break`s artist of three special manchaster united. first i really didnt believe it but after almost all of my friends said too, i believe. they received 2milion rupiah plus ticket vip to watch manchaster united vs indonesia. but suddenly, mu cancel their visit to Indonesia after there`s a "tragedi bom" in ritz carlton hotel which is the hotl that they will stay before. i think both of my friends will be very dissapointed for sure. poor them. but its okay meeeeen, dont worry cause secondhand serenade will come to Indonesia too! haha join it with me and inos and actually you have to order the ticket to me cause my sister is the volunteer. be patient imam and tebo! LOL

happy for you

2009-07-23T23:49:00.001-07:00

satu pasangan lagi yang bahagia dengan hubungan " in a relationship " nya hehe dua temen baik gue yang awalnyaaaa sama2 ga mau hehehe awet2 ya buat neris sama alan. hope you can be happily ever after hehehe

loves you both

do not

2009-07-20T04:17:00.000-07:00

promise me that though everything happen, "dont let it be a love..."

happy birthday our be

2009-07-20T03:24:00.000-07:00

last 18 july 2009, me alan danu and jovan made a surprise birthday for our bestie, be. we came to his house at 12 am. though it was rain, we still had a spirit to came to his house haha and suprisinglyyyyy, he`s very happy and until cry wkwk (lebay lu be). wish you all the best honeeeyyyy

loveeeeesss

maya alan danu dony jovan

grr day

2009-07-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

i`ve already give the present for inos hihihi and actually he looked very shocked (is it happy? actually!! haha). you know the present? taraaaaaaaa......

i know he like it very much wkwk

and you knoooooowwww? today is a very fucking shit day haha ooops i didnt mean to say it but its really2 jerk! first, i got up very late and i`m very buru2 berangkat kesekolah cause my father cant anter i to school. aaaaaand you knooooow? the ojek is took me to the place where`s very far far away from my school which is in JATIBENING! can you imagineeeeeee? i`ve told him that i want to go to kalimalang! first i thought that he want to lewat jalan pintas, tapi ternyataaaaaaaaa he took me to somewhere that faaaaar away from my schooool! and i started to angry and actually i cried, grr. and when i almost arrived school, he drave the motorcycle quickly, and when we lewat polisi tidur, my handphone lompat dari my kantong kemeja and i just can say "hp gueeeee" and he turn back to that place. i was crying out loud cause i`m very hate the tukang ojeek!! grr! when i arrived school, i just paid it with 10thousand and ran to bocil delfa nabila and inos. i cried cause my handphone rusak parah. aaaaaaaa i want to kill that tukang ojek if besok2 ketemu lagi!

doc martens

2009-07-13T23:36:00.000-07:00

cool!

its orange, cool huh?

why ballet?

2009-07-13T23:26:00.000-07:00

Broadcast Date: April 27, 1971

"She wanted to improve my posture or something like that," Karen Kain says about her mother in this CBC Radio interview. Winnifred Kain first signed her six-year-old daughter up for ballet lessons to correct a slouching habit. She had no idea her eldest would one day become the most famous ballerina in Canada. At the time of this radio interview Karen Kain probably didn't have any idea either. It's 1971 and she's just 20 years old.

Softly, the ballerina tells host Bill McNeil about her teenage years and what it's like to dance the lead role for the National Ballet.

i voted, and you?

2009-07-13T22:34:00.000-07:00

that tiny inked-sign on my little finger proved that i'm a good indonesian
i believe that you , too, guys !!
i'm eager to know who our next president will be

let's wait for the result..

meet my best

2009-07-10T23:42:00.001-07:00

halooooooo lagi sama anne niCh, nginep looooooh hahaha asyiiiiik. bangun siang, makan, nonton, bikin mi, sama minum pop icee. eh anne mau ngomong nih

anne : masa yah,td malem maya mw nginep dirumah gw,tp taunya dia nyampe rumah gue jam set 2 pagi,,gue udh yang ngantuk parah cm nunggui

n dia doang..

tuh anak dyg2 minta maaf , tb2 bilang klo g bawa baju..wahhh...gue yang udh ngantuk bgd,,jadi ga bs tdr,dan akhirnya cm foto2 sm maya ampe pagi dengan muka yang kusam dan rambut tak beraturan.... ohya ga lupa jg,yang kocak pas si maya solat,berhubung gw ga punya mukena,dia cm pake clana panjang,sweater,sama pasmina yang dijadiin mukena sm dia..bodohkan???

maya : iiiiih anne nih ngomongin akyuuuu dari belakang hehehehehehe. males pulang niiiiih, pgn nginep terus sampe 3 bulan. pewe abiezzzzzz. skarang jam berapa ya?

anne : jam 2

maya : okeeeee, cuci mobil yuk, trus tmenin akuuuu ke inten yaaaaaaaa

anne : okeee, tunggu mamaku dtg yah..

dadaaaaaaaaaah

cauwww!

boys before flowers

2009-07-02T02:07:00.000-07:00

i have watch this for many times but its still sweet everytime i watch. really, you have to watch this!

hari ini seperti biasa bangun jam setengah 10, nisa nelfon trus ingetin buat ke skolah (fyi, padahal malemnya gue abis telfon2an sama dia sampe jam setengah1) akhirnya ke skolah jam setengah 12 buat daftar ulang bertemu teman2 * HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADINA SAYANG. pulang makan nasi padang, tadinya mau ke gading tapi ga jadi dan sekarang lagi ngambek sama mama nih gara2 ga dibeliin silverqueen. grr

ngantuk mau tidur, tapi lagi nonton kepompong. malem ini mau begadang nonton boys before flower (again???? yes) dengerin maliq and d essential ~ coba katakan coba katakan kepadaku bila kita sedang berjalan menuju satu alasan. jangan lah kau katakan bila kita memang tak ada tujuan dari apa yang dijalankan. aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan. terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa. aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti. lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini. coba katakan kepadaku sekali lagi bila kita memang benar akan kesana. buktikan dan buat aku percaya bila kita bisa mewujudkan bahagia

cups :*

better

2009-06-30T03:41:00.000-07:00

its true, just believe in one thing

everything i`ve said was to show you

that love

you know it was everything to me

you know all about it

be happy for me

please live more happily

than when you were with me

so, my heart

so, my love

it will hurt just a little less

and i`ll hold back the tears

heart, i`m sorry

its okay, stop crying

lets let go of him now

lets just let him go by

somebody better than me

is at his side now

i`m holding my tears in too

promise me even if he turns his back on me,

you wont go after him again

so, my heart

so, my love

it shouldnt be to hard to bear

and i`ll hold back my tears

i love you

though i call you a thousand, ten of thousands of times

though i cry my heart out

he is somewhere where

he cant hear me

lets throw out the rest of those memories

lets throw out the rest of that love

though i miss him

rest in peace

2009-06-30T01:59:00.000-07:00

goodbye king of pop

for many years you have entertained us with your wonderful talents. your singing and your dancing were unmatched. little did we know what you were really going through. now beside a loving God may you now receive the love you have been seeking and may you be able to experience the childhood that you lost. i pray that you can now rest in peace and leave the pain behind.

its sweet, he? thank you blueberry :)

menu today

2009-06-29T03:17:00.000-07:00

this is kindda yummy

hmm lagi kepengen tongseng dari mulai di jogja sampe sekarang ha - ha

kanker tulang primer

2009-06-26T01:29:00.000-07:00

Kanker Tulang Primer DEFINISI
Terdapat 2 macam kanker tulang:

Kanker tulang metastatik atau kanker tulang sekunder : kanker dari organ lain yang menyebar ke tulang, jadi kankernya bukan berasal dari tulang.
Contohnya adalah kanker paru yang menyebar ke tulang, dimana sel-sel kankernya menyerupai sel paru dan bukan merupakan sel tulang.
Kanker tulang primer : merupakan kanker yang berasal dari tulang.
Yang termasuk ke dalam kanker tulang primer adalah:
- Mieloma multipel
- Osteosarkoma
- Fibrosarkoma & Histiositoma Fibrosa Maligna
- Kondrosarkoma
- Tumor Ewing
- Limfoma Tulang Maligna.

MIELOMA MULTIPEL

Mieloma Multipel merupakan kanker tulang primer yang paling sering ditemukan, yang berasal dari sel sumsum tulang yang menghasilkan sel darah.
Umumnya terjadi pada orang dewasa.

Tumor ini dapat mengenai satu atau lebih tulang sehingga nyeri dapat muncul pada satu tempat atau lebih.
Pengobatannya rumit, yaitu meliputi kemoterapi, terapi penyinaran dan pembedahan.

OSTEOSARKOMA

Osteosarkoma (Sarkoma Osteogenik) adalah tumor tulang ganas, yang biasanya berhubungan dengan periode kecepatan pertumbuhan pada masa remaja.

Osteosarkoma merupakan tumor ganas yang paling sering ditemukan pada anak-anak. Rata-rata penyakit ini terdiagnosis pada umur 15 tahun.
Angka kejadian pada anak laki-laki dan anak perempuan adalah sama, tetapi pada akhir masa remaja penyakit ini lebih banyak ditemukan pada anak laki-laki.

Penyebab yang pasti tidak diketahui. Bukti-bukti mendukung bahwa osteosarkoma merupakan penyakit yang diturunkan.

Osteosarkoma cenderung tumbuh di tulang paha (ujung bawah), tulang lengan atas (ujung atas) dan tulang kering (ujung atas).
Ujung tulang-tulang tersebut merupakan daerah dimana terjadi perubahan dan kecepatan pertumbuhan yang terbesar. Meskipun demikian, osteosarkoma juga bisa tumbuh di tulang lainnya.

Gejala yang paling sering ditemukan adalah nyeri. Sejalan dengan pertumbuhan tumor, juga bisa terjadi pembengkakan dan pergerakan yang terbatas.
Tumor di tungkai menyebabkan penderita berjalan timpang, sedangkan tumor di lengan menimbulkan nyeri ketika lengan dipakai untuk mengangkat sesuatu benda.
Pembengkakan pada tumor mungkin teraba hangat dan agak memerah.

Tanda awal dari penyakit ini bisa merupakan patah tulang karena tumor bisa menyebabkan tulang menjadi lemah. Patah tulang di tempat tumbuhnya tumor disebut fraktur patologis dan seringkali terjadi setelah suatu gerakan rutin.

Pemeriksaan yang biasa dilakukan:

Rontgen tulang yang terkena

CT scan tulang yang terkena

Pemeriksaan darah (termasuk kimia serum)

CT scan dada untuk melihat adanya penyebaran ke paru-paru

Biopsi terbuka

Skening tulang untuk melihat penyebaran tumor.

Sebelum dilakukan pembedahan, diberikan kemoterapi yang biasanya akan menyebabkan tumor mengecil.
Kemoterapi juga penting karena akan membunuh setiap sel tumor yang sudah mulai menyebar.

Kemoterapi yang biasa diberikan:
- Metotreksat dosis tinggi dengan leukovorin
- Doxorubicin (adriamisin)
- Cisplatin
- Cyclophosphamide (sitoksan)
- Bleomycin.

Jika belum terjadi penyebaran ke paru-paru, maka angka harapan hidup mencapai 60%.
Sekitar 75% penderita bertahan hidup sampai 5 tahun setelah penyakitnya terdiagnosis.

FIBROSARKOMA & HISTIOSITOMA FIBROSA MALIGNA

Kanker ini biasanya berasal dari jaringan lunak (jaringan ikat selain tulang, yaitu ligamen, tendo, lemak dan otot) dan jarang berawal dari tulang.
Kanker ini biasanya ditemukan pada usia lanjut dan usia pertengahan.
Tulang yang paling sering terkena adalah tulang pada tungkai, lengan dan rahang.

Fibrosarkoma dan Histiositoma Fibrosa Maligna mirip dengan osteosarkoma dalam bentuk, lokasi dan gejala-gejalanya. Pengobatannya juga sama.

KONDROSARKOMA

Kondrosarkoma adalah tumor yang terdiri dari sel-sel kartilago (tulang rawan) yang ganas.
Kebanyakan kondrosarkoma tumbuh lambat atau merupakan tumor derajat rendah, yang sering dapat disembuhkan dengan pembedahan. Tetapi, beberapa diantaranya adalah tumor derajat tinggi yang cenderung untuk menyebar.
Untuk menegakkan diagnosis perlu dilakukan biopsi.

Kondrosarkoma harus diangkat seluruhnya melalui pembedahan karena tidak bereaksi terhadap kemoterapi maupun terapi penyinaran. Amputasi tungkai atau lengan jarang diperlukan. Jika tumor diangkat seluruhnya, lebih dari 75% penderita bertahan hidup.

TUMOR EWING

Tumor Ewing (Sarkoma Ewing) muncul pada masa pubertas, dimana tulang tumbuh sangat cepat. Jarang ditemukan pada anak yang berumur kurang dari 10 tahun dan hampir tidak pernah ditemukan pada anak-anak Afro-Amerika.

Tumor bisa tumbuh di bagian tubuh manapun, paling sering di tulang panjang anggota gerak, panggul atau dada.
Tumor juga bisa tumbuh di tulang tengkorak atau tulang pipih lainnya.

Gejala yang paling sering dikeluhkan adalah nyeri dan kadang pembengkakan di bagian tulang yang terkena. Penderita juga mungkin mengalami demam.

Tumor mudah menyebar, seringkali menyebar ke paru-paru dan tulang lainnya.
Pada saat terdiagnosis, penyebaran telah terjadi hampir pada 30% penderita.

Jika diduga suatu tumor, maka biasanya dilakukan pemeriksaan untuk menentukan lokasi dan penyebaran tumor:

Rontgen tulang kerangka tubuh

Rontgen dada

CT scan dada

Skening tulang

Biopsi tumor.

Pengobatan seringkali merupakan kombinasi dari:

Kemoterapi (siklofosfamid, vinkristin, daktinomisin, doksorubisin, ifosfamid, etoposid)

Terapi penyinaran tumor

Terapi pembedahan untuk mengangkat tumor.
Prognosis tergantung kepada lokasi dan penyebaran tumor.

LIMFOMA TULANG MALIGNA

Limfoma Tulang Maligna (Sarkoma Sel Retikulum) biasanya timbul pada usia 40- 50 tahun.
Bisa berasal dari tulang manapun atau berasal dari tempat lain di tubuh kemudian menyebar ke tulang.
Biasanya tumor ini menimbulkan nyeri dan pembengkakan, dan tulang yang rusak lebih mudah patah.

Pengobatan terdiri dari kombinasi kemoterapi dan terapi penyinaran, yang sama efektifnya dengan pengangkatan tumor. Amputasi jarang diperlukan.

congratulation

2009-06-26T01:11:00.000-07:00

congratulations buat semua anak2 basket dari 103 atas kemenangannya di sevone cup championship sebagai juara 1 basket putra lawan sma budaya 2 hihi selamet yaaaaa. makasih buat kerja samanya dari kemaren dan semangatnya yg bikin gue ikut2an semangat sebagai LO nya buat nge handle semuanya. pokoknya selamet yaaaaaaa!

conratulations for :

Ronny Ratmansyah (actually for the couch)
Doni Diaputra Noya
Wahyu Aditya Pratama
Idham Putra
Ferry Panghutan
Rama Damandika
Fachry N
Decky Maulana
Muhammad Anggiansyah

sukses terus buat 103!

and thank you for kuburan yang sumpah thats a great performance i think. jauh banget dari pikiran gue sebelumnya! perfect! hehe

and actually congratulations juga buat semua panitia sevone cup championship. semua ini ga akan sukses tanpa kerjasama kita 5 hari ini. congrats guys!

dan sevone cup championship 2009 dinyatakan SUKSES!

last perform

2009-06-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

this is the happiest and the emotions day for me. finally i could give the best performance to my last ballet perform before i retired this year after in 8 years i had embrace in this field and have be forced to end this years. in my last perform, there was a surprised incident. i had to replacement my friend in the first shift cause she had chicken fox. i was very surprised ehen i first knew that i had to performed twice without any confirmed a day before. i was very scared but i felt this is my last chance to really show the best of me to my ballet couch who had for a long time taught me with full of patient to me. i tried to rilex when i replace my friend`s position, and finally the show ran almost perfect. and when it was my turn (it is the secong shift), my heart beat very fast and finally i did it very perfect. big applause heard from the left side, right side, in the centre, and from the balcony. i was very proud and almost shed my tears when i was remember that i was just suceed give the best performance in my last ballet perform. i hugged my ballet couch when i got back to backstage.

and for the last time, that was my last ballet performance

goodbye stage with a crowded audience
goodbye spotlight that shot me everytime i danced
and goodbye my ballet couch a.k.a ms.jetty

it definitely so hard for me to leave all of this

xoxo

mayatania

100 truths

2009-06-18T06:13:00.001-07:00

WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage - nasi goreng
2. Last phone call - aditia tambunan
3. Last text message - bocil
4. Last song you listened to - daniel powter, loves you lately
5. Last time you cried - 3 days ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice - no
7. Been cheated on - never
8. Kissed someone & regretted it - never
9. Lost someone special - yes
10. Been depressed - dont remember
11. Been drunk and threw up - NEVER

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. orange
13. White
14. ornge

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
(2009)

15. Made a new friend - Yes
16. Fallen out of love - Yes
17. Laughed until you cried - yes
18. Met someone who changed you - yes
19. Found out who your true friends were - yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you -yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list - ha?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - banyak
23. How many kids do you want - 3
24. Do you have any pets - yes, tapi kucing kampung
25. Do you want to change your name - no, i`m proud with it
26. What did you do for your sweet seventeen birthday - solat tahajud
27. What time did you wake up today - hmmm,about 06.30 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - tidur
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - sevone cup
30. Last time you saw your Mother - this efternoon
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - penakut
32. What are you listening to right now - nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - tomi! haha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - no
35. Most visited webpage - blogspot and twitter
36. Whats your real name - mayatania bolyn
37. Nicknames - maya, bolyn, bol, ayam
38. Relationship Status - single
39. Zodiac sign - taurus
40. Male or female - Female
41. Primary School - sd imanuel
42. Secondary School - smp putra
43. High school/college - sma 100 and moved to sma 71
44. Hair colour - Black rada rada brown
45. Long or short - Long
46. Height - 168 cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone - i dont know
48. What do you like about yourself - caring
49. Piercings - no
50. Tattoos - no
51. Received presents - watch

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery - never
53. First piercing - never
54. First tattoo - never
55. First sport you joined - ballet
56. First kiss - imam, and its just on forehead
58. First boyfriend/girlfriend - imam juga

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating - martabak
60. Drinking - mineral water
61. I'm about to - prepare for tomorrow
62. Listening to - you, christian bautista
63. Waiting for - my last perform

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids - of course!
65. Get Married - yes
66. Career - housewife

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes- Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses - hugs
69. Shorter or taller - taller
70. Older or Younger - older
71. Romantic or spontaneous - spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - nice STOMACH actually
73. Sensitive or loud - Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger - never
77. Drank hard liquor - never
78. Lost glasses/contacts - never
79. Sex on first date - never
80. Broken someone's heart - ga pernah kayaknya, emang ada yg mau ya?
82. Been arrested - No !
83. Turned someone down - no
84. Cried when someone died - actually
85. Fallen for a friend - Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself - yes
87. Miracles - only God knows
88. Love at first sight - suka2 yang ngerasain lah
89. Heaven - of course
90. Religion - very2
91. Kiss on the first date - kaga lah
92. God - ACTUALLY

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time - pacaran aja baru sekali
95. Did you sing today - ga sempet
96. Ever cheated on somebody - ga pernah elah
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go - 4years
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be - rahasia gue
99. Afraid of falling in love - ngapain? disyukurin lah
100. Posting this as 100 truths

when my heart beat

2009-06-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

first time when i have to know that i have to stop it. i felt like i`ve lose my dream, i lose anything. is it enough for me to spent only 8 years to reach my dream? OH GOD, if only i could turn back time and i can bring out the best in me for my performs and my exams in the past, so i can finish my ballet lesson as fast as possible. aaaaa but its too late cause i have to retire my ballet :(

tomorrow actually will be my last perform, and my heart cant stop beat fast

yang paling kiri (grade 1)

goodbyeee my namarina

thank you miss jetty, thank you miss lanti, and thank you miss maya, yo`re the best teacher i`ve ever had. one thing that i will always remember from you, nothing to lose..

give my best for tomorrow! :`)

happy for youuuuuu

2009-06-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

ini emang udah basi banget ya kalo gue post sekarang hehe

yaaa berhubung baru sempet jadi baru pos sekarang deh

4 juni 2009

yang pertama tentang ulang taun orang paling bermakna dalam hidup gue (azeek)

yeees! actually its my daddy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!

i love you until boneeees :`)

jangan nangis ya papa ganteng, aku kan bikin surprise biar papa seneng, bukan biar papa nangis hehehe. tapi damn nya, gue ga berhasil ngajak mereka2 buat ikutan surprisenya yang akhirnya gue sendirian yang bikin ZZ banget sih awalnya garing banget haha gua malu tapi its okay laaaah :D

7 juni 2009

dan yang kedua adalaaaaaaah jeng jeng jeeeeeeeng...

KRISTIANA YUNITRI! suit suit happy birthday sayaaaang hehe yang ini ceritanya nendang abis nih haha lebay. jadi gue bela2in cabut ditengah2 pagelaran, buat nganterin kue ke 100 dianterin martin dengan ngebut abissss and finally... it works! dia seneng banget dan gue juga tentunya hehe happy birthday cantiiik :)

tag this

2009-06-08T23:01:00.000-07:00

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. maya
2. bolyn
3. ayam
4. bol

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 19 mei
2. 26 april
3. 14 februari
4. 23 april

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. chatting
2. nelfon ikha
3. nulis blog
4. minta duit sama papa

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. smile
2. spend time with daddy
3. enjoy my life
4. hang out with friendssssss

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. eyang
2. imam
3. yudha
4. K

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
1. jam winnie the pooh
2. ikan mas
3. bubur sum2
4. everything`s gonna be okay

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1. ballet
2. singing
3. hang out
4. sleep

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. korea
2. bali
3. phuket
4. batam

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. milo
2. nestea
3. ultra milk
4. caramel frapucinno

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. dompet
2. thete
3. hp
4. minyak telon

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. orens
2. orens
3. orens
4. orens

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1. ps
2. pim
3. rumah fyra
4. taman yang ada ayunan

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. mama papa tasya desi
2. kbav
3. yudha
4. andrea nadhifa

TOP FOUR ASIAN ACTORS:
1. lee dong wook
2. rain
3. goo joon pyo
4. soo yi jung
(hahahaha bingung ga tuh)

FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. thete
2. hp
3. yudha
4. esia gue

FOUR FAVOURITE SONGS:
1. leann rimes, how do i live
2. the calling, wherever you will go
3. secondhand serenade, awake
4. karamel, khayalan

FOUR EVENTS YOU WILL NEVER FORGET:
1. hari pertama masuk kelas ballet grade 5
2. hari pertama masuk 71
3. when my grandparent rest in peace
4. spend time with my family :`(

FOUR THINGS YOU OFTEN DID WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
1. nangis kalo ditinggalin ibu (mba)
2. nari2 sambil bersenandung poco2
3. genit sama cowo yang umurnya jauuuuuh banget
4. nangis kalo dicebokin sama papa

si luman

2009-06-08T21:44:00.000-07:00

halooooooo ganteeeeeeng!! eh eh kamu kok ganteng ganteng muka nya ada dua siiiih? kayak siluman deeeh hahahaha. kamu kok sok baik sih kalo depan akuuu? hmm aku sih ga masalah ya sebenarnyaaaa, tapi geli aja ngeliatnya hahaha. ini aku kasih tau aja ya biar kamu ga gitu lagi, aku ga perluuuuu kooook kamu sok baikin hihihi kamu tuh lucu banget deh sampe repot gitu harus bertingkah manis depan aku. aku ga bakal langsung blak2an nembak "heeeee lu jahat di belakang gue yaaaa?" hahahaha engga laaaah, gimana pun juga kan kamu pernah jadi temen akuuu. ups ups ups, maaf lhooooo aku ga bermaksud untuk bilang kamu bukan temen aku lagiiiii, tapi masalahnya kamu kan udah punya temen baru tuh. yang gaul, yang cantik, yang keren, yang jamet, eeeeeeh ASTAGA YAAAMPUUUUUUN kan udah gaul yaaaaa? sumpah aku lupaaaaaaaaaa, maaf ya maaf aku ga maksud ngatain BEST FRIEND FOREVER kamu lhooooooo. aduuuuh jangan marah yaaa, aku takut niiiih. nanti kamu ngomongin aku dari belakang lagiii. huh, maafin aku ya! eh aku cemen banget yaa ngomong di blog gini, ga ngomong langsung sama kamu nyaaaa. tadinya aku mau ngomong langsung lho! tapi aku bingung cara ngomongnya biar aku ga kalah keren sama kamu. abis kamu COOL ABIS siiih sampe UNTOUCHABLE gituuuu. aku kan jadi keburu minder duluan kalo mau ngomong sama kamuuuu. eh eh kamu kamu, aku tau kooooook aku cupuuu, aku jeleek, aku ga pinter ngomong, udah gitu ga ada yg mau sama aku. tapiiii masa kamu gitu sih sama aku? aku salah apa sih sama kamu? jujur aja yaa, aku juga sebenarnya kehilangan kamu. kamu itu temen aku. tapi kamu muna, muka kamu ada dua, dan aku ga suka itu. kamu kalo ga suka sama aku, kamu kan bisa ngomong langsung. ga perlu ngomongin sama orang lain. kita itu temenaaan,lain hal kalo kita ga pernah ngobrol sebelumnya, baru kamu boleh ngomongin aku. kamu kenal aku kan? apa sih enaknya ngomongin aku? jangan pura2 ga pernah baca tulisan ini ya! aku tau kamu juga diem2 suka baca2 blog aku trus ngomongin sama orang lain. kamu tenang aja ya, aku ga pernah bilang ke siapa2 kok tentang kejahatan kamu sama aku even itu aku gatel banget pengen cerita sama yudha. karna apa? karna kamu pernah jadi temen akuuuuuuuuu! tapi tolong dong kamu jangan gede kepala. jangan mentang2 aku diem, trus kamu seenak2nya aja ngomongin aku dari belakang. kamu mau pancing aku sampe marah ya? maunya gimana sih? kamu maunya gimana? kamu mau aku samperin? maaf ya tapi aku udah ga bisa lagi SOK BAIK depan kamu.aku ga mau turutin emosi aku, tapi laporan yang ada tuh selalu bikin aku naik darah kalo liat muka kamu. next blog actually aku bakal bahas soal kamu lagi.... karna sepertinya mulai sekarang, bakal sering ada bahasan soal kamu. eksis yaaa aku eksisin lewat blog. grr kurang baik apa akuu

miss you damn much

2009-05-26T03:18:00.000-07:00

train is awesome

2009-05-25T02:13:00.000-07:00

oh 23 mei 2009

jam 3 sore berangkat dari rumah naik angkot. cuma pake sweater pink, celana jeans panjang, sendal jepit, ga bawa tas, cuma ngantongin hp, kamera, sama duit 80ribu. dan dengan niat dan keberanian (haha lebay) gue naik angkot 18 ke kampung melayu. sampe di kampung melayu, gue memutuskan untuk naik busway sampe kota. eeeeeh ternyata waktu transit di halte senen, ngantrinya parah banget jadi setelah nanya, gue memutuskan untuk naik kereta dari stasiun senen. jujur waktu itu sebenarnya gue lagi takuuuut banget. tapi pasang tampang berani gitu haha jijik deh. abis itu, pas distasiun gue memutuskan untuk sholat ashar dulu yang tempat wudhunya naudzubillah jorok abis. abis solat, gue langsung keloket dan dengan polos dan tololnya ngoomong "mba, tiket kereta ac". sumpah waktu itu khilaf banget. lo bayangin doooong, masa gue ga bilang tujuannya kemana. mba nya juga bego lagi ga nanya hahaha. gue udah keburu terkagum2 waktu mba nya bilang harganya cuma 4500! wew. abis itu, kereta berangkat jam 5.15, katanya keretanya naik dari gerbong 3 (baru ngerti). selama nunggu kereta, gue makan rawon dulu dan sumpah itu mahal banget masa 25ribu! gila mau jual diri apa hahaha. akhirnya, kereta pun sampe. semua orang cepet2 naik dan gue sempet2nya minta difotoin sama anak kecil hahaha. pas dikereta, saking excitednya gue sms sm nelfonin orang2 hahaha. sampe di stasiun terakhir, gue kebingungan ngeliat orang2 udah pada turun. akhirnya gue ikut turun juga. dan waktu gue nanya ibu2, katanya gue udah sampe cakung! sumpah itu gue langsung nangis kejer ketakutan ga karuan karna mikir cakung itu di bogor haha dan inos pun di sms ga bales. akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk sholat maghrib dulu. abis sholat, gue langsung nelfon inos sambil nangis ketakutan. setelah gue kasih tau kalo gue di cakung yang gue anggep bogo itu, inos ketawa ngakak dan bilang kalo ternyata cakung itu deket banget sama rumahnya! gue yang malu pun langsung ketawa sendiri juga haha. akhirnya inos ngajarin gue buat naik ojek sampe transito bayar 10ribu. tapi pas gue bayar 10, abangnya ngomel2 dan akhirnya dibayar 20ribu haha. dari transito a.k.a kalimalang itu, gue naik angkot 26 ke pangkalan jati terus dari situ naik ojek sampe rumah dan ga liat jam langsung nelfon orang, tadinya mau ngabarin tapi ga jadi dan akhirnya gue tidur sampe baru kebangun setengah1 hahaha sumpah itu pengalaman terseru dan tertolol gue hahaha and actually i`ll do i t gain hihihi :)

didnt need

2009-05-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

ketauan juga akhirnya
cemen
kenapa sama cemennya sama gue?
makasih ya
but you dont have to do it kok

happy birthday myself

2009-05-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

happy birthday ayaaaaaaam

happy sweet 17th birthday to myself hehe makasih yaaaaa temen2 buat surprisenya. makasih kuenya, bonekanya, ikannya, bubur sum2nya, bunganya, and actually senjatanya yang sumpah banyak banget sampe gue harus mandi 3x! hahaha.

thank you for : praisy anna devi uthe oyha nisa doly fyra lena ikha anne donna joy moteng wita wp angga qudrad fadhi popo i, and....... others

19 mei 2009

xoxo

si blueberry

2009-05-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

oh fucking 8 mei 2009 at safira meivy savitri's

"makasih ya"

"apaan?"

"makasih udah inget"

"ha? oh, iya, lagian ada di reminder"

"bukan"

"ha?"

"blueberry cheese cake nya"

"oh iya2"

"makasih ya"

"iya2 lagian cuma 20rb"

"bukan itunya"

"apa?"

"makasih udah inget"

"inget apa?"

"kesukaan gue.."

"hmm....."

"ga nyangka lo masih inget.."

BUAT YANG COMEEEEEEEL BANGET MULUT EMBER BER BER SUMPAH GUE INGET BANGET TUH! GILAAAAAAA GA BISA DIAJAK KERJA SAMA ABIIIIISSSS! tanggung jawab loooooo anyiiiiiiing!

so sorry :(

please smile again

2009-05-13T02:10:00.000-07:00

Why is that sad look in your eyes? Why are you crying? Tell me now. Tell me why you're feeling this way
I hate to see you so down. Is it your heart breaking all to pieces? Making you cry, making you feel blue
Is there anything I can do? Why don't you tell me where it hurts now? And I will do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away. Just tell me where it hurts, Now tell me
And I will love with you with a love so tender And if you let me stay I'll love all of the hurt away
Where are all those tears comin from? Why are they falling? Did somebody, somebody,
Somebody leave your heart in the cold?
You just need somebody to hold, give me a chance to put back all the pieces
Take your broken heart, Make it just like new. There's so many things I can do


you can share it to me, if you want to. anytime. you know? i hate when you cry. you`re
strong but you needy, ha?

happy ilod

2009-05-11T02:52:00.000-07:00

aaaaaaaaaa congrats guuuuys! akhirnya jadi jugaaaaaa hihi seneng banget tau ga siCh gue hahaha. hmm ternyata aksi 'slow but sure' nya lacar juga ya i ya? asiiik makan deh nih hehe. awe2 ya sayang.. love you both! :D

wishing

2009-05-05T05:53:00.000-07:00

hmm i just remember of something, huh. you know? i`m truly medley deeply wishing this for a long time hehe. not an important thing, yes. but i`m very sick of this! haha its very lebay, i think.

1. naik kereta!
haha sumpah seumur2 gue ga pernah yg namanya naik kereta selain kereta di taman mini haha cupu sih emang

2. jam winnie the pooh yg ada bonekanya
ky punya dini! huaaaaaaaaa gua ampe muter2 ambas tapi nihil men! sakiiit

3. dot
haha goblok yaa, tapi sumpah sadar aja ya nis udah dari ulang taun gue ke 15 lo janjiin beliin gua dot haha peliiiiiit, awas ya ntar gua beli sendiri. wek

4. bubur sumsum

sebenarnya gua udah dapetin ini dari taun kemaren dari temen2 gue yg baik2 bangeeeeeet (praisy anna devi nia uthe cila) hehe but i want moreeeeee

5. ikan mas warna orange!

haha goblok bgt ya tapi sumpah jane sama desi tuh udah janjiin gue ribuan kali tapi yaaaaa (semua orang cuma pemberi harapan palsu semua ternyata haha)

6. the last

i want my friends, come back :`(

aaaaaaaaaaa sedikit jijik siCh, tapi i try to not muna so jujur aja ya gua sedikit ngarep sahabat2 gue (yang ngakuin aja ya haha) give me one of them hehehe tapi yaaaaaaaaaaa gitu deh, mereka susah diharepin gitu ditambah lagi ulang taun gue sedikit kurangnya deket sama one of a loveable person (huuuuu...) haaaaaaaa pengen nangis siCh sebenarnya. tapi yaa ya ya dah haha its okay lah, up to you laaaaah

ps : happy birthday davian

cheers!

2009-04-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

i have a friend, lets call it with G. just be patient G, i`m sure that someday you will found your true love. you will found someone who love you with all her heart, give you a happiness, and actually always by your side in every single time you spent. just wait and see. trust me G, its not your time anymore to search a girl only for have fun. its time for you to find your true love. okay? now, just sit down and let your true best friend search the best girl for you. cheer up G!

maya dan oyha ;)

nice watch

2009-04-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

this is a nice watch, he?

oh my God can you imagine how much i want this watch! oh God! please show me the way to buy this watch haha i want it soooo much! i really really want winnie the pooh`s watch! OMG! hehehe

first time i saw this watch is when i went to senayan city with my friend name`s ikha. i saw it and i`m falling in love from the first sight! hehe. the price is not too expensive, the first one is Rp 90.000,00 and the other one is Rp 105.000,00. hmm i`ve tried to raising money since february but i`ve spent it to some other important thing hehe. but its okay, i`m sure someday i`ll get one of this watch but i just don`t know when it happen hahahahahaha

you`re welcome

2009-04-29T02:14:00.000-07:00

aaaaaaaaa even i just hear you say 'thank you' from your friend, but it sounds heavenly you knooooooow? you`re welcome you`re welcome. sorry that i didn`t say it alone. i`ve tried to text you but it couldn`t delivered so i decided to ask your friend to tell it to you from me hehe even it`s just such a simple thing, but it`s sooooooo glad for me to feel this after a wholeeee year i spent without you hehe

for the second times i wanna say..

happy birthday

second years

2009-04-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

si behel ehm, si beler

punya kesulitan untuk tutup mulut ~~mingkem~~

kurang mempunyai potensi dalam pegang bass, tapi masih terus berusaha sampe akhirnya sukses dengan bandnya

dengan mobil nissan x-trail yang akhirnya jadi milik pribadi

keluarganya yg bahagia

ditahun kedua dengan kemunafikan gue

dan dengan senyumnya yang ga pernah berubah..

happy birthday

come back

2009-04-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

i miss you sooo bad, but you only make me dissapointed like the others. you say your sorry, but you never didn`t make it. you never care. you said that you`ll stay for me even anything`s happen, but in the fact, you didn`t. i dont like to be jealous, but i just can not hide what i feel when you walk away and act seems like you don`t need me anymore. i`ve standing by, all the way, here to help you through your day, holding you up, when you are weak, helping you find what it is you seek, catching your tears when you cry, pulling you through when the tide is high, just being there through thick and thin, all just to hear say, "you are still my best friend, and it always be.."

for my best F

harder than you know

2009-04-20T04:24:00.000-07:00

You said this could only get better. there's no rush cause we have each other. you said this would last forever. but now i doubt if i was your only lover. are we just lost in time? i wonder if your love's the same, cause i'm not over you baby, don't talk to me i'm trying to let go. not loving you is harder than you know. cause you're driving me so crazy. how can i miss you if you never would stay? if you need time i guess i'll go away. inside me now there's only heartache and pain. so where's the fire? you've become the rain.

So I'll make the call and i'll leave today, i'm gonna miss you cause i love you baby

puas?

H-3

push

2009-04-16T07:26:00.000-07:00

do you know? this is the must watch film! this film is so awesome! i watched it when i went to fx with my friends which is nysa, mody, nana, qudrad, and angga. we absent on that day hmm on wednesday i think (forget it, i dont remember what day was it). okaaaaay the point is you must watch this film and tell me what`s your coment! cheers :D

prepare for corps 61

2009-04-14T05:38:00.000-07:00

aaaaa can you imagine, dari minggu lalu sampe sabtu besok gue dan pasukan paskibra 71 sedang berjuang dengan latihan intensif untuk ikut lomba corps yg diadain sama sma 61 tanggal 19 april 2009 (minggu besok!). whises the best for us and do the best! sumpah gua sampe bela2in cabut ballet berkali2 demi ini. sooooo, jangan sampe sia2 maaaaaaaaaaay!

sssst, it will be my first performance to be 'pembawa baki' hahaha

passion

2009-04-13T06:13:00.000-07:00

My friend said “ share it with me, I know there`s something in your mind but you always pretend like you`re okay. Just say it, that you`re not okay. When you`re trying so hard to be strong, I can see you are in a deep down place called weakness “. Yes, i`m broken heart. when there`s someone can certain me that he`s the best, I trust in him. But I learn that a truth didn`t as beautiful as words when I fell in love without a logic. I`ve been dumbed. Yes, i`ve been dumbed. And its hurtful. I don’t know what`s in his mind, but what I knew is he has success to give me a hurt, not a true love like i`ve thought before. God has given me a chance to feel how fall in love`s work. Okay, break up maybe can be so hurtful. But see it in the other side. This situation exactly gives me a new point of views. Be mature, and learn how to understand and feel. And actually learn how to love unselfish. I love him, but what can I do? Nothing. God only gives me 2 options. Move forward, or stay here and waiting for something that uncertain. Okay, i`m stupid, but I choose the second option. I`ve tried to choose the first option. But not easy for me to feel fall in love, so I decided to choose the second option. Stupid, maybe. But life is an option. I`m sorry…

So sorry to nysa, fyra, ikha, and others, but its not as easy as you think. Sorry. I`m so sorry….

yudha`s surprise birthday

2009-04-12T02:49:00.000-07:00

today me and my friends which is Dp Thata Cica Diva Dewa Gyazi and Mario decided to make a surprise birthday to our best friend and i wanna say happy great birthday to my greatest best friend, Muhammad Arif Yudharisna. happy birthday babby. we try give our best to our best and sweetest friend, and it`s you. first, yudha`s wishes (thata) decided to didn`t join this surprise. but finally, she decided to join and we`ve made a good work! he`s looked very suprise and actually looked very happy. and at the end, we can see a big smile in yudha`s and thata`s face. hmm sorry i cant tell all of you in this blog, cause its still a secret. hihi. always wishes all the best for you yudhaaaaaaa. i looooooove you more than anything in the world! muaaaaaaaaah :D

happy 17th birthday bodoh

Praisy`s suprise birthday

2009-04-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

yesterday, me and my friends which is Devi Uthe Umang Yofi and Jelly decided to make a surprise birthday to my best friend. happy birthday my sweetheart, Praisylia Gabriela. Hope you can be better in act and of course be better in our friendship. and actually, always wish you all the best, babby. i dont know how can i explain, but you`re the most that can understand me. i love you soooooooooo bad, jeleeeeek. semoga pengorbanan gue kerumah lu ga sia2 hehehe

Happy Birthday Praisy

and i wanna say thankful to imam for a help that he gave so i can made a surprise to Praisy

pain

2009-04-10T22:56:00.000-07:00

Why oh why girls always being hurt? I just don't understand what's in your mind.
Are you happy with doing all this kind of shits? Don't you ever mind our feeling?
At the first, you acted very nicely to me, gave you care, texted us every minutes, showed you best, made us happy.
And then, what? After you got all what you wanted, you just dumped all of it, threw it away from me.
Why did you do that in a very wrong time? When I just feel soooo fall in love with you, need you very bad, wanna hear your voice every second, look into your eyes, holding hands every time and don't want to go away from him. Then you just walk away from me.
Can you imagine how broken hearted am I. Can you feel what I feel?
Maybe you can see I smiled even laughed in front the others, but do they know what deep inside my heart?
DO THEY KNOW? Nobody knows except God. Sometimes I think that do we need love? Even we know it will hurt us at the end. Are you ready for that?

taken from my best buddy, doly

...

2009-04-06T22:13:00.000-07:00

Why do they leave me all by myself?
Why do they use me and bring me down?
Why do they hurt me?
Why do they leave me?
Why doesn't anybody stick around?

Why doesn't anyone stay here?
Why do they leave me?
Don't they realize I'm a porcelain doll?
Small, unsure, beautiful
Breakable.

If I sit here, waiting to be wanted
Something good will pass me by
Many people look through the windows
But seldom do they ever look in my eyes

Why doesn't anyone stay here?
Why do they leave me?
Don't they realize I'm a porcelain doll?
Fragile, helpless, unwanted
Breakable

They can't tell that I am sweet
They can't tell I'm like a porcelain doll
Beautiful and demure
But they will lie to me

Why am I not numb to this?
Why can't I let it all outside my mind?
Don't let me sit here collecting dust
But please be careful, please be kind

Why doesn't anyone stay here?
Why do they leave me?
Don't they realize I'm a porcelain doll?
Lost, alone, unsure
Kind, demure, small
Fragile, helpless
Breakable
Breakable

(megan mcCauley - porcelain doll)

tag from neris

2009-04-06T21:25:00.000-07:00

1.berapa bersaudara dirumah?
3 dooong dan berjenis kelamin sama smua haha

2.bagaimana kehidupan lo saat ini?
worse. tapi so far bersyukur lah sama apa yang ada

3.punya berapa sahabat?
just one of course

4.pernah berantem sama sahabat?
suddenly

5.kata temen2 kamu kamu itu temen yg gimana?
annoying

6.sekarang single/taken?
in an open relationship

7. pernah selingkuh?
of course not

8.segaul apa sih lo?
i`d love to know new people

9.ekskul lo disekolah?
paskibra

10.pinter ga dikelas?
no comment

11.pernah berantem disekolah?
yes!

12.apa bad habit lo?
merepotkan

13.the best thing that you have?
my muhammad arif yudharisna

14. udah gede mau jadi apa?
anything and actually a better person

15.mau kuliah dimana?
london school public relation

16.tag this post to your friends. you have to
to popo maybe

wp surprise birthday

2009-04-06T03:17:00.000-07:00

happy happy birthday to my friend, Adithya Wirawan Putra haha cieee wish you all the best and hope you can be better in act and of course be better in our friendship. aaaaand, ehm i wish you can get AAAAAAAAAAALLL what you want and need for your life haha you know what i mean wakaka. cheers! :D

Happy Birthday WP

cry

2009-04-03T01:56:00.000-07:00

I try to picture the girl
Through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl
As her own new world
Though her home is on the surface, she is still a universe
Glory God, oh God is peeking through the blinds
Are we all here standing naked
Taking guesses at the actual date and time
Oh my, justifying reasons why
Is an absolutely insane resolution to live by
Live high, live mighty
Live righteously
Takin' it easy
Live high, live mighty
Live righteously
And try to picture the man
To always have an open hand
See him as a giving tree
See him as matter
Matter fact he's not a beast
Oh no, not the devil either
Always a good deed doer
And it's laughter that we're makin' after all
The call of the wild is still an ordination why
In the order of the permeates
All our politics are too late
Oh my, the congregation in my mind
Is this assembly singing of gratitude
Practicing their lovin' for you
Live high, live mighty
Live righteously
Takin' it easy
Live high, live mighty
Oh, live righteously
And sing it out
And just take it easy
And celebrate the malleable reality
You see, nothin' is ever as it seems
Yeah this life is but a dream, oh
[Choir:]
Lift me up to the almighty
Raise your hands and start acknowledging
If you're living it righteously
Then you take the easy way
Just, just, take, take, take it easy
Live high, live high
Live mighty, mighty, mighty
Oh, live righteously
And takin' it easy
Live high, live mighty
Oh, live righteously
And just take, just, just
Takin' it easy high
Oh, live mighty, mighty
Oh, live righteously
Just take it easy
Say live high
Oh, live righteously, hey
Just take it easy

(live high - jason mraz)

i love you so bad, babby

happy birthday doly

2009-03-30T01:48:00.000-07:00

i wanna say happy birthday to my sweetest doly, Adila Ramanisa. be patient baby, always be my strong girl in the world. wish you all the best, cantik ;)

happy sweet 17th birthday, my sweety doly .

i love her

2009-03-27T03:20:00.000-07:00

love you jeleeeek
adios

bau

ms.perfect

2009-03-23T15:57:00.000-07:00

ya terserahlah ya buat si ms perfect suka suka lo deh. gila emang paling sempurna deh lo, ga ada cacatnya sama skali. 'ha ha ha' gilaaaaa gilaaaa yaampun baru kali ini nih gua nemu yang kayak begini nih. kaget gua kageeeeeet hahaha
hmmm ajarin doooong jadi perfect tuh gimanaaa? haha aduuuh 'sirik' gilaaaa gua sama lo ha ha

happy birthday sarah bule

2009-03-22T04:04:00.000-07:00

lets say happy birthday to our sweetest girl in kbav we called neneng a.k.a sarah mardiani hihi. jangan kaget yaaaaa, sarah rambutnya di bleaching gt jadi bule hahahahha. niatnya sih mau kayak agyness, tp malah kayak tukang ojek kata anak2 huahhahahaha. aduh sarah sayang ku cantik ku manis ku kok jadi bule ginii? wakakak. tapi gapapa kok, she`ll always still my sweetest girl even she look like a...... alay! hehe. haapy birthday cantik, we love you sooo much ;)

tag dari siapa tau

2009-03-19T03:33:00.000-07:00

1. Nama sekolah kalian?
dulu 100, sekarang 71 haha

2. Nama ketua kelas kalian?
Dimas adhi a.k.a Cakil

3. Jabatan kalian dikelas?
ga ada lah, eh ada deh. ANAK BARU

4. Guru yg paling killer?
mamanya lestya

5. Nama kepsek kalian?
imam sukiman pas di 100, pas di 71 ga tau belom kenalan haha

6. Nama wakepsek kamu?
ya lo pikir aja, kepsek aja gua ga tau apalagi wakilnya

7. Pernah jadi ketua kelas?
pernah pas SD, nanya nya pas kapan nih?

8. Pelajaran yg paling ga suka?
jepang

9. Kegiatan rutin kamu di kelas?
tidur hahahahhaa

10. Pernah diskors?
alhamdulilah engga

11. Sering dihukum?
ngga juga

12. Sering buat PR di sekolah?
jarang ada pr sih

13. Tempat duduk diatur ga?
diatur sama bocil dan inos, gua tinggal duduk

14. Nomer absen kamu?
23

15. Kamu jurusan IPA/IPS/Bahasa?
sosial

16. Suka bolos ga?
bolos pelajaran. tapi bolos sekolah, nope

17. Sering rame?
engga, gua pendiem wkwk

18. Ada ade kelas yg rese?
tau dah, kaga kenal

19. Kalo kakak kelas?
apalagi

20. Boleh bawa hp ke sekolah?
hahahhaha nanya nih?

21. Pernah berantem di sekolah?
ya orang gua pindah karna brantem

22. Pelajaran yg paling kamu suka?
sejarah kali

23. Tempat favourite di sekolah?
masjid

24. Ada kantin ga?
menghina lu? ada lah!

25. Suka langgar peraturan ga?
peraturan ada untuk di langgar mas

26. Baju suka dikeluarin?
ngapaeeeeen banget, bukan alay

27. Suka nyontek?
iyelaaaah

28. Nama panggilan kamu kalo di sekolah?
bolyn, boll ayam, maya, ya terserah yang manggil lah

29. Pesan buat angkatan di bawah kamu?
terserah laaaaah

30. Tag?
siapa? dipaksa ngga? m.a.l.e.s

back

2009-03-19T03:23:00.000-07:00

hellloooooo

maya apa kabar?
hmm kayanya udah tau deh jawabannya

gimana sekolah?
lagi sibuk ngejar susulan gara2 liburan

lovelife?
passed

temen temen?
you know lah, cuma Tuhan yang tau kapan balik lagi

keluarga?
kakak udah sembuh, pak de parno meninggal, papa marah marah mulu

perut?
anjing, menghina nih. oke2 gua jawab, nambah 2 kilo

liburan?
great!

ada pertanyaan lain? oke, lewat

tears

2009-03-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it. If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be. Remember, love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same. Believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. One would always want to think of oneself as being on the side of love, ready to recognize it and wish it well but, when confronted with it in others, one so often resented it, questioned its true nature, secretly dismissed the particular instance as folly or promiscuity. Was it merely jealousy, or a reluctance to admit so noble and enviable a sentiment in anyone but oneself?

...

2009-03-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

You’ve got the best of both worlds

You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you’re needy,
Humble but you’re greedy
Based on your body language,
your shouted cursive I’ve been reading
You’re style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction
‘Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
‘Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they’re quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There’s no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words that paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging

And it’s a beautiful mess, yes it is
It’s like, we are picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Here we are

We're still here

And what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes

And through timeless words in priceless pictures
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it’s nice today, oh the wait was so worth it

best thing

2009-03-11T06:31:00.000-07:00

when it says 'i`m your friends', it means 'i know you'

when it says 'i`m your best friend', it means 'i`m your friends'

and when it says 'i`m your family', it means 'i`m your best friend'

sooooo here it is my true best friend......

her name is linda parapat, i love her sooooo much. yes, she is my truly best friend. mulai skarang gue udah belajar untuk bisa membedakan mana yang tulus berteman dan yang mana berteman hanya sekedar basa-basi. makasih maaah karna udah bisa jadi sahabat aku disaat aku tau siapa mereka sabenarnya. cuma sekedar temen basa-basi. hahaha konyol ya, ga habis pikir

miss-ed

2009-03-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

i miss this moment.. ya Tuhaan, hanya sama mereka aja aku ngerasa dianggep, dihargain, bahkan dibutuhin. mau nyesel juga percuma. sekarang udah jauh banget rasanya buat mundur dan balik ke deket mereka. udah susah. sampe kapan ya Allaaaah. aku sayang banget sama praisy anna devi. pres, na, dev, aku cuma pengen kalian tau yaaa, betapa berharganya aku nemuin temen kayak kalian. makasih ya karna sejauh ini cuma kalian yang bikin gue begitu keliatan berharga. makasih sayang. i miss you so bad :`(

kalo yang ini adalah yang paling gue kangen. orang yang jelek, yang paling sering jambak rambut gue. tapi bagaimanapun, jujur justru itu yang jadi alesan betapa kangennya gue sama dia. si jelek yang paling cantik. itu yang slalu gue bilang ke orang-orang. dia orang yang paling bisa mengerti posisi gue. walaupun setiap gue cerita dia cuma 'iya? hmmm oh ya? ckck'. tapi jauh didalemnya dia begitu tau apa yang lagi gue rasain. gue bener2 terharu pas tadi malem jam 11 dia sms gue dan ngomong soal everything what happened to me sampe 5 part. jujur gue sedih banget, saat itu juga gue nangis. tapi sayang dia ga ngizinin gue buat bales smsnya. gue tau dia slalu ga mau ngeliat kesedihan gue. makasih presi untuk semuanya. you are my best, baby ;)

see how preety she is...

nakita dan bagas

2009-03-10T01:47:00.000-07:00

this is about my lovely cousin. sumpah nih anak dari lahir sampe sekarang dibilang mirip sama gue. tapi entah kenapa kok makin gede kayanya makin cantik aja ya nih anak? hahahhaha sialan cantik duluan nih bocah. cantik ya? yaiyalaaaah, kan mirip gue katanya wakakak. namanya nakita christania parapat. hmm ky nama kristen ya? yaaa ini sodara dari mama gue. dia emang kristen, bukan namanya aja yg kayak orang kristen. eh tapi makin gede, makin batak bgt lho mukanya huahahhahaha. tapi tetep aja mau sebatak apapun juga tetep cantik hahhahaha. dia ini rumahnya sebelahan sama temen gue yg namanya bobby kelas ips 1. eh maaf maaf, ga mau asal sebut temen. oke diralat, dia ini rumahnya sebelahan sama salah satu siswa 71 yang berasal dari kelas ips 1 yang bernama bobby. bobby ini punya adek namanya bagas. jadi ceritanya, si nakita ini suka nih sama bagas tapi yaaaa malu-malu gitu deh. gila ya, anak sekecil itu aja udah malu-malu ketemu gebatannya (what? gebetan? hahahahha) jadi waktu itu gue kerumah nakita sama keluarga gue. pas lagi foto-foto depan rumah, tiba tiba 'zeeeeeeng' ada angin berhembus menandakan ada ojek lewat tepat dibelakang kita yang lagi asik narsis-narsisan. sentak gue pun nengok kebelakang dengan maksud mau ngeliat siapa orang yang berani-beraninya lewat tanpa klakson (hmm sebenarnya mau ngecek siapa tau cowo ganteng, kan malu kalo dia mergokin gue lagi foto-foto dengan gaya erotis hehe). pas diliat, betapa kagetnya gue, syok lebih tepatnya (lebay) setelah gue liat ternyata yg lewat adalah bobby, siswa 71 yang gue sebutkan diatas. dengan semangat 45 pun, gue berteriak 'booooooobyyyyyyy!' (dengan gaya seperti yang di film-film). tapi sungguh disayangkan, walaupun sudah mengerahkan segenap tenaga untuk memanggil bobby, dia pun ngga nengok. saking malunya, akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk menyudahi sesi foto dan masuk kerumah. nakita pun yang melihat gue masuk kerumah setelah melihat gue manggil bobby, langsung berlari-lari kecil kearah gue dan dengan menggebu mengatakan 'kak! kakak! ih kakak kok ga manggil lagi sih? itu tuh kakaknya bagaaaaas! (dengan gaya bicara yg lebay dan sok-sok dewasa) aduh please deh kak maya!' gue yg ga ngerti apa-apa pun bingung dan cuma bisa bilang 'bagas siape?' dengan lebay dan mata terbelalak pun nakita bilang 'apaaa? kak maya ga tau? itu tuh cowo yang aku sukaaaaaa' belom sempet dia nyelesein omongan, tiba-tiba nan tulang (mamanya nakita) menghampiri gue dan bilang 'may, mba lagi pulang jadi ga ada mukena buat sholat' (fyi, mereka keluarga kristen) akhirnya, dengan mata berapi-api, nakita pun ngajak gue buat ke rumah bobby dan bagas untuk numpang sholat. (huaaaaaaaaaah dasar anak kecil genit) . karena gue begitu sayang sama nakita, akhirnya gue memutuskan buat iyain maunya dia.

tok tok

maya : bobbyyyyy...
nakita : yang kenceng napa kak
maya : boooooooooooooooooooooobbby!!
perempuan yang dirumah bobby : sebentar ya, bobby nya dipanggil dulu

beberapa menit kemudian bobby pun keluar. jeng jeeeeeng..

bobby : lho maya? ngapain may?
maya : mau numpang sholat hehe
bobby : lho rumah lo disini?
maya : engga, gue kerumah sodara gue, sebelah tuh

lalu tanpa basa-basi panjang pun karena kebetulan bobby ga begitu kaget juga sama kehadiran gue yang tiba-tiba. gue pun masuk rumahnya dan tiba-tiba ada anak laki-laki di sofa seumuran nakita lagi asyik baca komik a.k.a stay cool. nakita pun memerah mukanya dan mulai gelendot-gelendot di badan gue kayak anak kucing minta makan. 'ni apa sih' kata gue risih tapi ga digubris sama nakita, dia malah asik curi-curi pandang sama anak laki-laki yang lagi asyik baca komik tadi yang ga lain adalah bagas. akhirnya gue langsung keatas, ambil air wudhu dan langsung sholat. selesai sholat, waktu mau siap2 keluar rumah, nakita masih aja sibuk sendiri curi-curi pandang sementara bagas masih aja stay cool. akhirnya gue pamit pulang sama bobby dan ehm, bagas. nakita pun masih sibuk pencilaan caper sama bagas. akhirnya gue balik kerumah nakita. dan sepanjang dirumah, nakita kerjaannya nyengiiiiiir mulu sampe kering giginya. begitu lah kisah cinta dua anak remaja yang baru hampir puber hehe. mari kita semua sama -sama mendoakan agar nakita dan bagas cepet jadian dan berakhir dengan indah. suit suiiit ;)

hard to say goodbye

2009-01-17T01:48:00.000-08:00

semuaaaaa, maaf kalo gue harus pindah.dan maaf kalo caranya harus gini.maaf kalo gue gak bilang dari kemaren.its too hard for me to say goodbye :`( kalian boleh marah, emang gue yg salah.tapi sekali lagi maaaaaf banget.gue sayang banget sama kalian. buat praisy, walaupun kita sering berantem, sering gak ngertiin, dan gue sering bikin lo sebel sama gue, tp gue mau lo tau pres kalo lo adalah temen gue yg paling bisa bikin gue ada artinya.bikin gue jd orang yg dibutuhin.jgn nangis lagi ya pres, gue paling gak bisa liat lo nangis.buat anna, semoga lo bisa jadian sama teddy ya sayang, pasti dia bisa bikin lo seneng hehe.jgn gampang bete lg ya naaaa, baik2 disana.salam buat helmy na hehe.buat devi, maaf kalo sampe akhirnya gue pergi pun kita malah dalam keadaan berantem.bahkan lo gak mau masuk sekolah buat yg terakhir kita ketemu di sekolah.maaf dev, maaf untuk semuanya.gue tau betapa nyebelinnya gue selama ini.tp lo temen yg baik dev buat gue.lo baik2 ya sama kak putra.klo ada apa2, kalo butuhin gue, seperti biasanya, selamanya lo selalu bisa nelfon gue kapan pun bahkan waktu gue tidur pun gue akan bangun dev.buat dika, yg kuat ah.gak boleh lemah.masa gt aja kehilangan.71 sama rumah lo kan deket.entar gue main deeeeh hehe.jgn mainin cewe lg lo ya!mulai sekarang harus belajar buat dewasa.okee?buat umang, makasih ya mang selama ini lo satu2nya cowo yg bisa bikin gue ngerasa cantik haha.makasih ya mang untuk semuanya.lo baik banget.dewasa banget.lo bisa bawa kita untuk bersikap dewasa ky lo.buat yofi, hmmm lo masih bisa main kerumah gue kaaaan?haha pagi2 masih bisa bareng kita yof haha.yah gue ada utang ngenalin lo sama cewe ya yof?hehe entar ya yooof, gue yakin kok entar ada saatnya lo dapet cewe hehe.sering2 main kerumah gue ya yooof sama anak2.buat echi, ati2 lo sama aji hehe jgn deket2 entar ditonjok lho haha.baik2 yaaa chi sama anak2.semoga minggu ini lo yg dapet arisan!hehe biar aja tuh presi sama cila seret haha.buat kabong, masih sama nana gak sih lo?awet2 deh yeeee.entar gue balikin deh mmc nya.katanya mau kerumah gue sama yofi?aaah jgn ngomong doang dooong.ayoo main.baik2 ya gus sama yg laen.buat anto faky eric, hmm kapan dong main airsoftgun?ayoooooo kapaaan?hehe dasar f4 hahahaha.baik2 yaa jgn sombong2 sama gue.anto ditunggu pindahnya yaaa.tar kita perang wall lg fak di fb haha.dj eric, jgn dugem mulu lu, belajaaaar hehe.buat uthe, jangan nonton bokep mulu miiii hahahha.entar hari pertama, gue telfon yaa biar lo bisa ngobrol sama si ituuu tuuh hihi.ulang taun lo tetep berlaku buat gue kaaan?haha.buat joko, hmm ini yg gak pernah gue bilang nih jok sama lo sebelumnya.jgn jutek2 dong joooook hehe kan gue takut.maaf ya jok kalo gue bawel, gue tay banget lo yg paling gak suka kalo gue bawel hehe maafin gue ya jok yaa.buat jelly, ehm sorry ijal maksud gue haha kan gak mau dipanggil jelly lg kan ya?haha tau jalan dong jaaaal jgn nyasar haha alah sepik aja lo gak tau jalan.makanya jalan2 dooong biar gaul hahahhha canda jaaal.dan buat sableh, awet2 yaa sama dhanty.kalo bareng dhantynya jgn diturunun di jalang dong bleh haha.semuaaaa, gue gak tau lg apa yg harus gue bilang.kalian harus tau betapa gak gampangnya buat gue pindah dan jauh dr kalian.pasti gue bakal kangen banget.kangen main bareng ngerjain pr bareng di kelas, makan di kantin sambil jongkok.gue pasti kangen banget.gue sayang banget sama kalian.walaupun hari ini kalian gak jadi kerumah gue dan gak ngabarin gue padahal ibu udah masak, tapi gpp kok.gue yakin ada alesan sendiri kenapa kalian gak dateng.sekali lg, maafin semua kesalahan gue selama ini ya.maaf kalo gue belom pernah jadi temen yg menyenangkan buat kalian.kerjaannya ngerepotin mulu.apalagi kalo gue udah minta dianter pulang hehe banyak maunya ya gue hehe maafin gue ya.janji gue untuk tetep main ke bj, kalian pegang ya. love you sooo bad :`)

au revoir, cups

boyn

o yeeaaah come on singing

2009-01-13T20:41:00.000-08:00

singing togetheeeeer

2008-12-18T21:59:00.000-08:00

mr.lambat and mrs.dc

2008-11-16T03:22:00.000-08:00

ATTENTION!

buat semuanyaaaaaa, mr.lambat dan mrs.dc udah jadian looooooh hahahha akhirnya tanggal 8 November 2008 jadi hari baik deh buat mereka. awet2 ya sayaaaaaaaang ;)

2008-11-16T02:01:00.000-08:00

ini namanya widi

perlu tau, widi ini orang paling songong sedunia. masya Allaaaah
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songong nih widi,katanya gua temen formalitasnya doang. katanya dia temenan ama gua cuma biar dapet cewe. trus kalo udah dapet, ditinggalin deh! wuanjeeeeeeng. liat aja deh fotonya. dasar celeng. tapi semuanya doain yaaa biar gue berhasil deketin widi sama fieraaaa hihi

jablay love pecun

2008-11-11T01:04:00.000-08:00

todaaaaay soooo so lah

pergi ke pim ketemuan sama pecun (nisa)

tadinya mau nonton HSM3 tapi abis tiketnya sampe midnight! shit men. padahal udah nunggu filmnya dari kapan tau. pas di pim, malah gak jelas banget, foto2 ampe diliatin orang hahaha. eh masa tadi gue liat film judulnya "the other bolyn girl" hahahha. seneng deeeh jarang2 nih jalan sama pecunku sayaaaaaaaang. td pecun ribut gt sama si R. yaampun kasian ya, smoga cepet baikan hehe. eiya tadinya mau ketemuan sama marudut. tapi berhubung udah kemaleman dan gue udah dijemput, jadi pulang deeeh gak sempet ketemu udut gt. yaampuun tadi telat solat maghrib! kesel bangeeeeet :`( hmmm gua mau tidur aaaaaah, ngantuk zz

LOVE

jablay