27 Oktober 2009

how dare you

Back when i was a child, before life removed all the innocence
my father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then spin me around till i fell asleep
then up the stairs he would carry me, and i knew for sure i was loved
if i could get another chance
another walk, another dance with him,
i'd play a song that would never ever end
how i'd love love love, to dance with my father again
sometimes i'd listen outside her door, and i'd hear her, mama crying for him
i know i'm praying for much too much, but could You send back the only man she loved?

take care yourself now (tears) (tears)

13 Oktober 2009

13 oct of her

hey happy birthday Ms. Linda Hari Bowo, nothing special today but i hope you'll go home soon and eat a slice of cake from me (tears) (tears)

heart you, mom :'(
There's a thousand words that I could say to make you come home seems so long ago you walked away. Left me here...

12 Oktober 2009

stop it !

momma please stop cryin', I can't stand the sound, your pain is painful and it's tearin' me down
i hear glasses breakin' as I sit up in my bed, i told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you said
you fight about money, 'bout me and my sisters. and this I come home to, this is my shelter
it ain't easy growin up in World War III, never knowin' what love could be, you'll see
i don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family, can we work it out? can we be a family?
i promise 'ill be better, mommy I'll do anything. i promise I'll be better, daddy please don't leave
Daddy please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound. make mama stop cryin, cause I need you around
my mama she loves you, no matter what she says it's true. i know that she hurts you, but remember I love you, too
i ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away, don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have no choice, no way
never knowin' what love could be, well I've seen. i don't want love to destroy me like it did my family
in our family portrait, we look pretty happy, let's play pretend, let's act like it comes naturally
i don't wanna have to split the holidays, i don't want two addresses, and I don't want my mom to have to change her last name
in our family portrait we look pretty happy, we look pretty normal, let's go back to that
in our family portrait we look pretty happy, let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally
Daddy don't leave ,Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Turn around please, Remember that the night you left you took my shining star?
Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Don't leave us here alone
Mom will be nicer, I'll be so much better, I'll tell my sisters, i won't spill the milk at dinner
i'll be so much better, i'll do everything right, i'll be your little girl forever, i'll go to sleep at night

(tears) (tears) (tears)

3 Oktober 2009

picture of you

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel

You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you

(picture of you-the cure)

, i miss

2 Oktober 2009

hell-o school

good day everybody! say hola to my school cause we've started to study since yesterday. i've been long time no post anything to my blog since september ends hihi did you miss my post? i cant post anything for a few days ago cause i had to do my assignment and prepare study to exam a week after school started. hoaaaaah it will be a boring day but everybody must be have fun cause i wanna give you something from my post hehe check it

maymay sasaboy

okay now i wanna give you the second episode of maymay sasaboy, after i have post the first part which is who do you think you are. this episode we made it featuring our best, soraya indirati with gelora asmara's song hihi check it out!

cool !