27 Oktober 2009

how dare you

Back when i was a child, before life removed all the innocence
my father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then spin me around till i fell asleep
then up the stairs he would carry me, and i knew for sure i was loved
if i could get another chance
another walk, another dance with him,
i'd play a song that would never ever end
how i'd love love love, to dance with my father again
sometimes i'd listen outside her door, and i'd hear her, mama crying for him
i know i'm praying for much too much, but could You send back the only man she loved?

take care yourself now (tears) (tears)

13 Oktober 2009

13 oct of her

hey happy birthday Ms. Linda Hari Bowo, nothing special today but i hope you'll go home soon and eat a slice of cake from me (tears) (tears)

heart you, mom :'(
There's a thousand words that I could say to make you come home seems so long ago you walked away. Left me here...

12 Oktober 2009

stop it !

momma please stop cryin', I can't stand the sound, your pain is painful and it's tearin' me down
i hear glasses breakin' as I sit up in my bed, i told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you said
you fight about money, 'bout me and my sisters. and this I come home to, this is my shelter
it ain't easy growin up in World War III, never knowin' what love could be, you'll see
i don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family, can we work it out? can we be a family?
i promise 'ill be better, mommy I'll do anything. i promise I'll be better, daddy please don't leave
Daddy please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound. make mama stop cryin, cause I need you around
my mama she loves you, no matter what she says it's true. i know that she hurts you, but remember I love you, too
i ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away, don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have no choice, no way
never knowin' what love could be, well I've seen. i don't want love to destroy me like it did my family
in our family portrait, we look pretty happy, let's play pretend, let's act like it comes naturally
i don't wanna have to split the holidays, i don't want two addresses, and I don't want my mom to have to change her last name
in our family portrait we look pretty happy, we look pretty normal, let's go back to that
in our family portrait we look pretty happy, let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally
Daddy don't leave ,Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Turn around please, Remember that the night you left you took my shining star?
Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Don't leave us here alone
Mom will be nicer, I'll be so much better, I'll tell my sisters, i won't spill the milk at dinner
i'll be so much better, i'll do everything right, i'll be your little girl forever, i'll go to sleep at night

(tears) (tears) (tears)

3 Oktober 2009

picture of you

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel

You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you

(picture of you-the cure)

, i miss

2 Oktober 2009

hell-o school

good day everybody! say hola to my school cause we've started to study since yesterday. i've been long time no post anything to my blog since september ends hihi did you miss my post? i cant post anything for a few days ago cause i had to do my assignment and prepare study to exam a week after school started. hoaaaaah it will be a boring day but everybody must be have fun cause i wanna give you something from my post hehe check it

maymay sasaboy

okay now i wanna give you the second episode of maymay sasaboy, after i have post the first part which is who do you think you are. this episode we made it featuring our best, soraya indirati with gelora asmara's song hihi check it out!

cool !

24 September 2009


i was trying to made an account in looklet, and its totally cool to see other made

i've tried to make a new one, what about you?

heart you

where were you when i said i loved you 
and where were you when I cried at night
waiting up couldn’t sleep without you, thinking of all the times we shared
i remember when my heart broke, when i gave up loving you
my heart couldn’t take no more of you
i was sad and lonely
i remember when i walked out, i remember when i screamed i hated you
some how deep inside still loving you
no one knew all the pain i went through
all the love i saved deep in my heart for you
didn’t know where i would go, where i would be

23 September 2009

its a lie

CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- Daytime talk-shop host Oprah Winfrey has been found dead in her Chicago home early Saturday morning. Winfrey, 54, was found by a family member, sprawled out across her bed. The family member had called Winfrey's phone multiple times, and after being concerned for her safety, the member went to her house.
The cause of death is currently unknown, but the FBI has teamed up with the Chicago Coroner's office to investigate the cause

i was very shock when i heard here that oprah winfrey was dead. i cant fully believe it, but let the headline, report the truth

January 29, 1954 - September 20, 2008

Rest in peace sweet princess. She died doing what she loved etc.

16 September 2009


i love this pict cause you've taken it. did you see my face while you took this pict?

14 September 2009

12 September 2009

dear God

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is
to hold him when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

11 September 2009

who do you think you are?

video amatir dari mayatania dan nerissa (selamat miring)

The race is on to get out of the bottom
The top is high so your roots are forgotten
Giving is good as long as you're getting
What's driving you it's ambition and betting

(I said)
who do you think you are????
(Do you think you are, I said)
Oooh, some kind of superstar!!!

(You have got to) swing it, shake it, move it, make it
Who do you think you are
Trust it, use it, prove it, groove it
Show me how good you are
Swing it, shake it, move it, make it
Who do you think you are
Trust it, use it, prove it, groove it
Show how good you are

You're standing out in the wrong direction
You've got the bug, superstar you've been bitten
Your trumpet's blowing for far too long
Climbing the snake of the ladder, but you're wrong

Who do you think you are
(Do you think you are, I said)
Oooh, some kind of superstar

You have got to reach on up, never lose your soul
You have got to reach on up, never lose control

p.s : for my best and other broken heart girl !

4 September 2009


holaaaaa, my september was opened with a bad news currently, i was thinking about something i spelled P-L-A-G-I-A-T, or it means copy anything that someone else did. why oh why every little thing that i did feels like something that inspired you to do the same thing. is it good enough for you, ha? i guess so, you just dont know how to act, huh?

28 Agustus 2009

happy birthday our jo

we did cause we love ya' haha

happy 17th birthday our bestie jovan imanuel mawengkang, hopefully you can be better in act and of course in our friendship. have a long age and always and always be our best until bonessss

me and my friends wish

26 Agustus 2009

my belle

hang out with my baby loveeeeeeee

if only i could stand without you, but in the fact is i cant. no matter how i try to be strong


and i was saw a picture of my last great performance, and it makes me wanna proud..

i`ll miss this moment

21 Agustus 2009


say congratulation for me pleaseeeeeee, buat nilai akuntansi gue yang 73 and actually tanpa nyontek hehehehehehe
happy birthday aldhika riyanto, i`m so sorry for today ;)
and i wanna say, happy fasting for all of you.............
but why oh why gue harus ga ikut puasa hari pertamaaaaaaaaa?

lama2 blog gue kayak sampaaaaah :(

16 Agustus 2009

13 Agustus 2009

happy victim birthday

victim day for three of my best friend which is gusti neris and yofi hihi. happy birthday guyzzzzzz

paling parah :
this one is gusti..

the sweetest :
this one is neris

paling damai :
this one is yofi

loveeeesss you a lots guyzzzz hihi wish all of you can be better in act and of course be better in our friendship hehehe

♥ youuuuuu gusti neris and yofiiii :)

10 Agustus 2009


oh God please, why should i called him? why? and why dont he replied it? oh God please tell me the reason, what the f*ck on my mind until i did it. i miss..
i know how much you love her, i know. and please promise me to never leave her even she go so far away from you. Aussie isnt as far as your heart......................

9 Agustus 2009

happy birthday danu

we love youuuuu lotsssss Agustinus Danu, hope you can be a better person in your life hihi xoxo