passion

My friend said “ share it with me, I know there`s something in your mind but you always pretend like you`re okay. Just say it, that you`re not okay. When you`re trying so hard to be strong, I can see you are in a deep down place called weakness “. Yes, i`m broken heart. when there`s someone can certain me that he`s the best, I trust in him. But I learn that a truth didn`t as beautiful as words when I fell in love without a logic. I`ve been dumbed. Yes, i`ve been dumbed. And its hurtful. I don’t know what`s in his mind, but what I knew is he has success to give me a hurt, not a true love like i`ve thought before. God has given me a chance to feel how fall in love`s work. Okay, break up maybe can be so hurtful. But see it in the other side. This situation exactly gives me a new point of views. Be mature, and learn how to understand and feel. And actually learn how to love unselfish. I love him, but what can I do? Nothing. God only gives me 2 options. Move forward, or stay here and waiting for something that uncertain. Okay, i`m stupid, but I choose the second option. I`ve tried to choose the first option. But not easy for me to feel fall in love, so I decided to choose the second option. Stupid, maybe. But life is an option. I`m sorry…

So sorry to nysa, fyra, ikha, and others, but its not as easy as you think. Sorry. I`m so sorry….